finally my day arrived
and i was the same
i hated myself
"does that irritate you?"
"to be honest yes"
now i'm wondering when my new day is
last week i thought alot about suicide
this week my dreams came true
but mostly i'm still dreading the fear and uncertainty
what if this is all there is?
what if these feelings dont change even when you have love?
what if love still aludes me and that finally breaks my back?
no one could be so innocent, yet so dispirited.
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